I Just Hope...
& I never thought that loving someone could hurt
so badly
& i never thought that I would try to hide from it
because of how badly I was scarred in past
for you can't really cover up something,
if it was never healed.
& although I may try to live my life right
sometimes its so hard...
when all I can feel is this pain in my heart.
So what do you do when your heart is stuck in the past,
but at the same time you ache badly to move on?
but you just cant,
because the pain just hurts too much inside.
and all you can feel,
is this stabbing in your heart.
I can remember a time,
when i promised myself
that I would never let all the pain & hurt that i felt,
steal who I was away
but now I just don't know
I feel like I am going insane.
I am trying so hard to not give in,
but it's just so hard.
I just hope that at the end of this road,
I will have accomplished what I wanted too.
& I just hope that at the end of this dark tunnel,
there's a light
escaping me
from this cold hear ted darkness.
Really all I can do...
I just hope.
Bleeding Heart. ♥ (tia)
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