I'm sick of them / Why?

Sitting here, in my peaceful corner
Just thinking about life's disorder...
Watching how happy is everyone
Thinking why must I be the freak one.

So many questions, where to start?
Why does everyone think I'm so smart?
Why do people look at me with those eyes?
Why must the world only tell me lies?

I'm sick of people telling me what to do
I'm sick of people treating me like a weirdo
This world used to be a beautiful thing
Call me an emo kid but I can't bear this changing!

Why must it be so hard? Why must it always end up bad?
Is it just me or this place wasn't always this mad?
I keep on living my normal/weird life, always wondering
Why does it feel like I'm the only one noticing...

I'm sick of people using me like I'm nothing
I'm sick of people who are on my back laughing
I just can't stand the needing for perfection
It's not very healthy I'm almost in a depression!

If only it would stop... If only no one went that far...
But people simply don't know what is and isn't fair!
I feel like quiting, but at the same time I want to fight...
I just want to know how to find the light...

  

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